I’m just posting another update because it’s like 1:45AM and I’ve got nothing better to do.
Man, I can’t believe I’m actually doing this.
It hasn’t been a month, rose and I are, together, adam’s pissed off, but you know what, he can just eat his own crap. It’s his loss, and that’s all there is to it. He’s lost it and he’s never getting it back. He had his chance. and blew it.
Did he ever blow it! But that’s a novel for another entry, hehehehehehe.
The other thing is the religion thing, rose was always telling me about how he would laugh at god, saying that it wasn’t science, blaw blaw blaw.
Then he goes and says that htere are some things that just can’t be explained by science. Ok, fine then, would you not consider god that than? I believe in god, and I’ve believed in him fora very very long time, but I just can’t believe what adams said, even to my face about it, I won’t put it here, because it’s just not somethingI want to post about.
Rose and I are attempting to get things together for us to see each other sometime before school starts, but the money’s just not there, gurhrhrhrhhr!
I guess we just leave it in the lord’s hands, and if we’re really meant to see each other before September, it will happen, but all in the lord’s time, not ours.
I’ve said that so many times to people, they say, why hasn’t god answered my prayers, why hasn’t he done this and that, why does this happen, and I say, things happen, because god has a purpose for everything, I know, some things stink large, but it’s life as they say.
I’ve always wondered why things happen, and I’ve asked god so many times to show me what to do… as I write this, I still have those thoughts, what’s god’s purpose in all of this, even with all the server problems, there’s got to be a reason why things happen, and I always say, god has a hand in everything, and that will never change.
I’ve had some interesting family experiences, I’ve been bitched at for the stupidist things…. I am seriously considering moving out, but there’s one problem, money! The green stuff just aint there, as it were… I get yelled at because I want to stay up, I get yelled at because I supposedly didn’t change the toilet paper roll. Like good god! That’s just dumb if you ask me, if I wasn’t the last person in the bathroom, then, I certainly didn’t use the last of the toilet paper! Then I get yelled at because I want to come back early from my vacation, so I say, ok, fine, we’ll change the time, and come back later, and I get yelled at for that too!
When the family needs financial support, who do they turn to, me! If there’s a computer issue, who gets called, me! What are they going to do if I say screw you all, and just up and leave, eh?
They won’t be able to complain no more, I won’t be the one they turn to for money, or computer support, I will just tell them to shove it up there you no what!
Well ladies and gentlemen, I’ve been typing for 15 minutes non stop, and I think that’s all I have to say for now, I will post another novel later on today.
The comment boards await you!
God bless all, and have a great night.